yet another car wreck

I can't even begin to describe how angry I am at myself, at my car, at life pretty much. It seems like I'm on this mountain and every time I get to the top, I slip and fall back down. I know no one ever stays at the top but it would be nice to hang out there for a little while. I have wrecked my car YET again. For those of you who read this (I apologize for not writing more often) but you will know that I just wrecked my car a few months ago. This time traffic abruptly stopped for an ambulance and I guess I wasn't quick enough. I had my dogs in the car so thankfully none of us were hurt. I am just so angry. I'm tired of wrecks, I'm tired of my car crushing up like an aluminum can every time I get in a fender bender and I guess I'm just tired of my car in general. I just want a bigger vehicle. I'm just really annoyed and needed to vent.