ever thine ever mine ever ours

I love writing in here but I never have time. I have done so much between the last blog and now that I could never recap everything. Let me just say that I LOVED the Sex and the City movie. It was all I hoped it would be. So far I have seen it 3 1/2 times! ha! The half is because Val and I snuck in another theatre after the movie was over and watched the last half again! I just love SJP! She's my favorite actress plus I love her clothing line, perfumes...she's just so great in my opinion. I hope one day I can meet her not as a fan but as someone who would just love to be her friend. Hm, these things never happen but it's wishful thinking! :) I was trying to find the book she reads from in the movie but apparently it doesn't exist. The love letter from Beethoven that she reads is real but it's pieced together. She doesn't read it in it's entirety. Some lines are left out. Here is the real poem.

Good morning, on July 7

Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arm and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you in the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men - At my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection? My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once - Be calm, only  by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved. 

ever thine

ever mine

ever ours